My Smile Is Extinct

Yes, she is the best I've ever had I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad We went to a party At my good friend's house Then I fell asleep inside my car She tapped up on the window, said she'd gone too far She'd met another boy Another pretty boy I said, "Kill me now, I want to die" "I heard there's a chance at an afterlife" "I might not get let in" "But at least I won't be living" Here I am, sandwiched between Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist? Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one And I still won't be living to See her with another man Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan I used to ask life to kill me slowly But now I beg you just get on with it Yes, she is the best I've ever had I'll say it to her face and I'll say it to her dad We went out for dinner At our favorite restaurant Then she reached across and grabbed my hand I don't like when they do that, it's always part of the plan She said, "I've met a boy" Another pretty boy I said, "Kill me now, I want to die" "I heard there's a chance at an afterlife" "I might not get let in" "But at least I won't be living" Here I am, sandwiched between Heaven and hell, oh what, they don't exist? Oh well, I wouldn't have gotten into the good one And I still won't be living to Ever see her with another man Oh that really, really, really, really wasn't my plan I used to ask life to kill me slowly But now I beg you just get on with it