We Lose Control

Breathing, I am fading I feel like I'm losing myself Wanting, wishing I could be someone I'm not God give me a mirror Show me who I really am I will never really know Drowning and cursed by my past I'm letting go Beyond everything I wish I could be I wish I could be Like a pendulum I forgot where I came from With the weight of the world Swinging me back and forth again Like a pendulum I forgot where I came from Darkness, I gave in Now I'm picking up the pieces from my broken heart Darkness, I gave in Now I'm picking up the pieces from my broken heart Darkness, I gave in Now I'm picking up the pieces from my broken heart Like a pendulum I forgot where I came from With the weight of the world Swinging me back and forth again Like a pendulum I forgot where I came from We lose control! American Satan We lose control! American Satan We lose control! American Satan We lose control! American Satan We lose control!