Close To Nowhere

Though I long to, Though I try to, Figure it out I'm told, There's no way of knowing. Still I long to, Long to know. Hold on through it, Pray I'll fool it, Loosing it all I'm told, At the rate I'm going. Never learning, Never close. I will prove it, Hold on to it, Give it my heart and soul, With the chance I'll loose it. When I find you, I will know. Next to nothing, Far from over, Close to nowhere.