An Almighty Thud

I lost my crown When it hit the ground with an almighty thud I went to pick it up But revealed my weaknesses to the crowd And I lost my home When I lost my throne to a successor With far more expansive plans than I ever did I abdicated You're the last thing I want I'd love to stay here You're the last thing I want I'd love to live here And I sat in my castle and I waited on news From one final battle that we couldn't afford to lose And I whispered suddenly My greatest fears to anyone who would hear me You're the last thing I want I'd love to stay here You're the last thing I want I'm going to stay here